Smile Dammit.

i feel like hitler

pressing on with what i love, even if i know that the end is soon. 

i feel like.

i feel like i just tried to give a lion a cookie, and it tried to eat me. 

nice going myself. 

unfair.

unfair game, on an unfair ball field. Always going to lose. 

pffttt

I just want to beat the shit out of you sometimes. Even if you are a nice guy. 

its time.

I’m going to start holding you to the standards that you hold me to. I’m also not going to make any more damn promises that have a chance to fail because I get sick or any other extenuating circumstances. 

it happened again.

and I feel like the scum of the earth.

dammit.

i always seem to find a way to really fuck things up. 

Great.

All of my other friends are bailing on me. 

And now you are bailing on me too. 

Thanks. 

Dear Brain,

Go to fucking sleep and stop overanalyzing every damn thing.

Happy 3 in the morning,

~Your humble heart.

im driving life

wayyyy too wrecklessly. Sometimes I wish that I could just crash already.